Saturday, 14 January 2017

A world of our own

Went through what Tom Hacks interview -he was sharing his secret of the 27yr old married life ▪In Hollywood that is something we don't get to see.

Yes he said it ' the ultimate feel to come back to person who loves you' I realised that is the relationship which I look forward, the feeling of belonging. 

Yesterday I had to catch up a few works after office hours, I was literally praying that mani sleeps till I reach home. I feel nearly insecure that I would be taunted for coming late.

My colleague Sheba's hubby had come all the way from Farwaniya with their 10 month old baby , just to collect her and here my hubby is screaming down the phone for being late. A lurch on my heart , I didn't ask you god for a wealthy life just a simple sweet and a happy family.

Coming back on my way I kept on saying Bharathi , I don't feel like going home. I am dead tired but mani will start screaming for being late. I know my daughter will be waiting for me. This is where I know our relationship is not smooth , I am not able to converse with him as a normal wife does.

The belonging I get to be with my daughter is absent when it's my hubby. Where is the things getting astray. Hope we can bring these broken pieces together. An understanding spouse is the lamp of our career and life , but when will he realise it.....hoping that wonderful day is not very far.