Tuesday, 25 December 2012

My Life ....... so many dreams to fulfill but no doors are open

Every one has a dream , a wish to fulfill during their life time but in India there are lots of downtroden ones who never reached this stage of life . This can be due to an dysfunctional family , unrealistic teachers , unpredictable boss or not having a perfect friend.

                            God's Forbidden One



The  life of jaishri began in a sad note  . This was the second daughter of an army officer and his wealthy wife. Jaishri was brought up in the army sorroundings , in its public school . Studying in 2nd standard she had to face the trauma of her parents fight, nearly everyday.

People around her craved for a luxurious life as such, but she was the one who knew luxury was just a name sake. She couldn’t afford this, a miserable life. Early morning when friends hear the lovely birds chirping, hers begins with her parents screeching. Life was terrible but she never knew where to go.

Home to School and back was her routine. Never ever she had a life outside this. No party , no outing nothing. She never ever visited a park or watched a movie with her family.

Her elder brother had a polio attack. Adding to this, her grandparents took him away from her , her only sole friend in that wretched house. Jaishri was never scrutinized , so she had her life all for herself. Her mother used to just begin her day waiting for a chance to scream at her father.They never had time for her.

She was never disregarded, because they were no one in the house to see when she throws tantrums.So it was seen she gets everything before little jaishri adds to this confusion.

Years passed by she grew up to an adolescent age, this was the turing point of her life , her parents split up. Her mother caught her father’s infidelity . Grabbing the children she walked out of the house while Mr Balan , her father protesting against this,  he was unaware his wife walked out of this marriage for her own personal gains.

Amma,Savithri came with her children to her paternal house. Savithri wanted a decision on this, she wanted the property , claiming she had to feed them, her children. Savithri’s parents had to give in to her daughter’s demands , they demanded an explanation from Balan s parents for this issue and Savithri landed up in the House of Balan throwing the doctor who was the tenant there. This turn of events led to another . Balan felt insulted infront of every one. He started throwing away his wealth to his cunning brother , depleting Savithri of the income. Savithri as usual followed his steps to throw away her share. Finally their kids were in the street, no where to go, nothing in hand.

Balan knew his stay in his brothers place is not eternal and one night his left Kollamkode never to return. Savithri took her children and went back to her parents place. By now Jaishri had entered her marriage able age , but due to her parents back ground nothing was getting finalised. Years went by and then a guy entered her life. Savithri thought he ws educated , that was enough and without cross checking his background the marriage was done.

From top of the sky to a quick sand pit was the state of Jaishri s life. He was mama s boy. His mothers tantrums paved way for Jaishri’s troubles. She did everything she can to make Jaishri’s life hell. More like a servant she did the household chores , a girl who never knew how to wash a tumbler , now a whole household duties was in her hands.

Her husband never did anything for her , her never bothered to see what was happening in his house, he was faraway in Assam toiling for his mother’s happiness. Jaishri gave birth to a girl child , this was a turing point in her life. Fathers as usual had a liking for girl child thought of taking Jaishri to his workplace .

Thus Jaishri along with the kid left for Assam. Few days  had been terrible , getting adjusted to the climate and people. Jagan was in construction field , he was the production engineer. As time went by he thought of entering in  business field. All hell broke loose, business was not Jagan s cup of tea. Their life was bankrupt and no food to feed the two babies, jaishri had given birth to a baby boy by then. Jagan had his first mental stroke. He was lost , this illness took toll of their life. Fro months together Jaishri faced all the hard ships , Jagan brother and wife had come to stay with them.So for few months they fed them but  Sridhar could afford to feed so many, he packed the family back to valayar, Jagans native.

Months later Jagan showed signs of recovery, he was getting back to normal. Jasitha joined LKG , she was a bright student. This gave hopes to Jaishri s life once again. She stated dreaming of a future , when this baby Jasitha stands on her feet.

Jagan got a job in mangalore and he never had to look back. The family moved along with him. He started achieving all that he lost. From a junior engineer he landed as DGM within a span of 7 yrs.

Jaimanth was send to hostel and Jasitha stayed with Jaishri till her 12th. Jagan got an offer from abroad and he left for Qatar. Jasitha joined Engineering and Jaishri came back to native to stay with her mother .

Jasitha completed her studies and joined a construction concern. Jagan wanted to see his daughter settled but horoscope was not in a mood to match with anything.After 5 years , she was married to Arvind. Jaishri wanted to relax as now she knew her daughter's life is settled and Jaimanth in Abudhabi working as planning engineer.

After 10 days of weeded life Jasitha s life changed, she knew her dreams were shattered, she had married a chauvinist. He was again a hard nut to crack.Her dreams of a lustrous carrier and a happy life ended on short  note. She was more or less a servant , an unpaid one. Arvind was a spoilt brat, he lived his life in his own way and Jasitha was forced to obey . His family history shows a wife beating , drunkard men.

Jaishri was never aware of this until one day Jasitha revealed her story.The poor mother's life again moved to the devils hand, but this time it was her Son in law.

Tears streaming down her eyes now Jaishri prays for early death. She had enough of all the men who came into her life.

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